Mr. Jealousy's Debut
Author: Orrymain
Category: Pre-Slash, Angst, Drama, Smarm, Missing Scene/Epilogue
Pairing: Jack/Daniel ... and it's all J/D
Rating: PG-13
Season: 1
Spoilers: Singularity, Cor-ai
Size: 96kb
Written: October 4-6,12-13,16, 2004
Summary: Jack's Mr. Jealousy makes his first appearance.
Can he cover up his extreme overprotectiveness and irrational emotions,
or will Daniel learn the truth?
Disclaimer: Usual disclaimers -- not mine, wish they were, especially
Daniel, and Jack, too, but they aren't. A gal can dream though!
Notes:
1) Sometimes, Jack and Daniel speak almost telepathically. Their
“silent” words to each other are indicated by asterisks instead of
quotes, such as **Jack, we can't.**
2) Silent, unspoken thoughts by various characters are indicated with ~
in front and behind them, such as ~Where am I?~
3) Thanks to my betas who always make my fics better: Sue,
QuinGem, Linda, Claudia, Heidi, Drdjlover!
Mr. Jealousy's Debut
by Orrymain
“You owe me ten bucks, Danny.”
“I do not.”
“My team won,” Jack insisted.
“We never bet.”
“Did, too.”
“Did, not.”
“Welcher.”
Daniel ignored Jack's jab and changed the subject.
“Jack, the concert starts at nine tomorrow night. Do you think
we'll be done with the mission in time?”
“Yeah. It's basic, in and out, meet up with SG-7, watch the
eclipse, get the data, let the Doc stick a hole in us again, a few
clicks on the keyboard, a quick 'howdy' with the General, and we're
done.”
Daniel laughed at how simple Jack had made the process seem. It
was never that easy, but he hoped that maybe this would be an easier
mission.
“I'll see you at the base.”
“Danny?”
“Mmm?”
Daniel turned around. He had just walked out the door of Jack's
house. The two best friends had done something they'd done regularly
for quite a while: they had spent their downtime together. They'd
had three days off after a grueling mission and had enjoyed just
puttering around Jack's house, though they had taken time away to go to
an antique show, shop at a flea market, and enjoyed, in spite of
Daniel's skepticism, a stock car race.
Daniel hadn't particularly wanted to go to the race, but Jack was
determined to expand the younger man's experiences with sporting
events, all kinds of sports, including auto racing. As it turned
out, they had a great time.
While at the racetrack, they had picked up a flyer promoting a benefit
concert for a local children's home. There wouldn't be any
big-name entertainers, but several local headliners would be in
attendance, including a pianist Daniel had been wanting to see.
Jack and Daniel knew they had a two-day mission ending on the day of
the concert, but they were banking on the assignment being a smooth one
so that they could get home in time to attend.
“I had fun, Jack.”
“Me, too.”
Jack watched his best friend drive away and sighed.
~This is hard, Danny. I don't mean spending time with you, that’s
the easiest thing in the world to do, but feeling like this, sometimes
... it's just ... hard. You have no idea how wonderful you are,
and you haven't a clue that I ... geez, that I'm in love with
you. I've barely gotten used to it myself, but, right or wrong,
Daniel, I do love you.~
Taking a breath, Jack closed the door and prepared to go to work.
====
“Sam, you look great,” Daniel said, a smile on his face as he entered
the locker room.
“Oh, thanks, Daniel. It's just your basic military green. I
did decide to accessorize with an MP-5. What do you think?” she
asked, prancing around gaily.
“I might have preferred a Beretta, but on you, it looks ...
terrific.” ~I can't believe I'm joking about guns. I think
I'm hanging around Jack too much. Nah, I don't want that to
change.~
“Will you two stop before I gag, please,” Jack requested.
“Sorry, Sir.”
“I'm not. Sam's beautiful, even in BDUs,” Daniel insisted
affectionately.
Sam coughed, blushed, and excused herself to attend to some personal
business before meeting up again with her teammates to leave on the
mission.
“Daniel, what was that all about?”
Daniel saw Jack tighten his bootlaces as if lynching someone. He
didn't understand the harsh tone in his voice, either.
“Jack, lighten up. Sam had a fight with that guy she's been
seeing. He said she was too tomboyish. She's feeling a
little down, so I just wanted to make her feel better, that's all.”
“Sorry.”
“Jack, I know you look at Sam and see your 2IC, but ... she is a woman,
too.”
“I noticed, Daniel,” Jack said snarkily.
“You did?”
“The day we met. She prattled on about reproductive organs and
Matt Mason dolls. It was hard to miss.”
“Oh.” ~Glad I did miss it.~
====
SG-1 prepared to walk through the Stargate to Hanka, designated P8X-987
where SG-7 had been stationed, collecting data on a solar eclipse due
to occur that night.
“So, what exactly are we going to see after this eclipse begins?
I mean it is black, and it is a hole,” Daniel inquired.
Jack teased, “Well, it might be a black hole.”
Daniel considered slapping his friend, but instead said, “Okay, let me
put that a different way.”
Sam smiled, nearly laughing, but explained, “No, Daniel, you're
right. You can't actually see it, not the singularity
itself. It's so massive not even light can escape it, but during
the totality phase of the eclipse, we should be able to see matter
spiraling towards it.”
~Time to show off; maybe impress my archaeologist a little.~
“Actually, it's called the accretion disc.”
Jack's comment didn't register at first with Daniel who continued to
talk about the planet, but suddenly, half way up the ramp, he stopped
and looked back at Jack.
“What did you just say?”
~Gotcha!~ “It's just an astronomical term.” ~This old
Colonel has a few surprises for ya, Dannyboy. Maybe someday I'll
tell ya. Then again ...~
Daniel was totally floored by Jack's comment. He knew about
Jack's hobby, of course, but had no idea his friend was that well
versed in the specifics.
~You are sooooo cute, Danny, when you're shocked out of your
gourd. Yeppers, I gotcha! Gotcha good!~
Still confused, Daniel turned and headed through the Stargate, leaving
Jack feeling pretty darn good.
====
On Hanka, the team traveled the long, dirt road that led from the
Stargate to the observatory where they expected to find SG-7 preparing
for the “big show” as Jack called it. En route, however, they
found a dead man at the side of the road. His face was grotesque,
showing signs of trauma. Immediately, SG-1 donned their
protective gear.
Having found SG-7 and the rest of the villagers dead, Jack ordered
Teal'c to contact the Mountain.
“Teal'c, contact the SGC and tell them what's happened. Tell
Hammond I recommend Fraiser bring a team through, in full protective
gear.”
Teal'c nodded and headed back to the Stargate.
“Okay, let's see if we can find out anything useful while we're
waiting,” Jack told Sam and Daniel.
====
“What are you looking at?” Daniel asked Sam.
“Oh, just some of the information SG-7 had already accumulated.
Daniel, it's fascinating what we can learn from events like this.”
On the other side of the room, Jack finished perusing the team leader's
last report, which hadn't answered any of the questions now facing the
SGC. He turned and looked over at his teammates. Sam and
Daniel were huddled together, Sam talking away. Jack couldn't
make out the words, but he saw the sparkle in his 2IC's eyes, and
changing his position, he saw Daniel's had that same shine. The
two laughed at something.
~Cute couple. I may have to shoot you, Carter. Where's your
respect for the dead?~ “Excuse me, this isn't a picnic, you
know. Don't you have something you're supposed to be doing,
Carter?”
“Um, yes, Sir. I'm sorry.”
Daniel stared at his friend, surprised at the tone that was as snippy
as his earlier remarks at been at the SGC.
“Jack, we were going over the data. We don't know what we might
find that could give us a clue about what happened here.”
With a lowered, but stern voice, Jack said, “Looked to me like you two
were partying.”
“Excuse me?” Daniel said in total disbelief. ~What the heck is
going on with you?~
“Well, you were smiling and laughing. Daniel, is there anything
on this planet that should have you smiling and laughing right now?”
Poignantly, Daniel replied, “Jack, to be honest, there's not so much on
Earth that has me smiling or laughing, either.”
They stared at each other for a moment, and then Daniel walked away,
going to another room in the observatory to continue his search.
Jack took a deep breath, audibly sighing.
~O’Neill, you're an idiot. Danny didn't deserve that.~
He shook his head for a moment as if to shake off the last two minutes,
and then continued on with his search as well.
====
As soon as Janet and her team arrived, they decontaminated the
observatory, needing a place to work from as a base. Once that
was done, she ordered SG-1 to undergo full exams, beginning with Jack
since he had touched the dead man found on the roadside.
As the two walked to the barracks area for the exam, Daniel
sneezed. Jack and Janet looked back at the archaeologist.
“Allergies, right?” Jack asked. He looked at Janet, and
repeated, “Allergies?”
She agreed, and they walked off, but Jack was worried about Daniel.
~With his allergies, he might be more prone to get ... whatever this
is. I have to protect him.~ “Doc, maybe you should start
with Daniel.”
“No, Colonel, you had the greatest exposure.”
“But maybe his allergies would, I don't know; I'm not a doctor, Doc,
but ...”
“Colonel, Daniel appears to be fine, but I promise, I won't miss a
thing when I examine him ... *after* I finish with you.”
“You'll check him out ... after me?”
“Yes, Sir. This way.”
~I still think he should go first. I don't really matter, but
Danny, he's got so much to offer, and I ... I need him to be safe.~
====
A while later, after their exams had been completed, SG-1 began the
gruesome task of locating and tagging the dead bodies of the villagers.
As she was doing so, Sam suddenly saw movement in the bushes. She
called out, and soon, they discovered the lone survivor of the disaster
on Hanka: a young girl with long hair.
After coaxing her out from hiding, they took her to Janet to be
examined. The girl was silent, but Sam talked to her as
reassuringly as possible while Janet conducted her tests.
The tests resulted in a startling discovery.
“There are traces of the element the Stargate is made of in her blood,”
Janet stated, alarmed at the thought.
“Naquadah?” Sam asked, surprised.
“Yeah. Now it's possible that's the reason she was able to resist
the infection.”
Then, Janet was given a file with more test results from the planet and
other patients. She cringed.
“What's wrong?”
“It's not good, Sam. We need to find the Colonel.”
====
“Well, I have some bad news,” the doctor began when she found Jack and
Daniel. “The samples my team collected show the entire area to be
contaminated. It's in the water and the ground. Now the
bacteria doesn't seem to be airborne, but it has a unique ability to
survive in a variety of environments.”
After some discussion, it was decided that Sam and Daniel would escort
the survivor back to Earth, while Jack and Teal'c remained on the
planet to complete their original mission, a decision reached after a
plea from Sam.
“Sir, the eclipse happens in less than one day. This is our only
opportunity to use this window of darkness to photograph the black hole
with this telescope. It could change the course of human
history. I don't want to belittle what's happened here, but if we
just pack up and leave, SG-7 and all these people will have died for
nothing.”
Sam had originally wanted to stay, but the young girl grabbed a hold of
her, and no one could bear to hurt the girl more by separating her from
someone she had become attached to since being found.
Jack watched the trio leave, along with the rest of the SGC
personnel. A strange feeling shot through him. The little
girl was walking in between his teammates. Both Sam and Daniel
were holding her hand, and they just looked so much like a ...
~family. Shake it off, O'Neill. You have work to do.~
====
Sam led the girl to the room she would be staying in. It wasn't
much -- basic military gray walls, a twin bed, a table with nothing but
a lamp on it. She talked softly with the girl who still had not
spoken.
~We need to fix this place up. This isn't going to help her feel
better. I wonder if she likes to paint?~
Later, in the briefing room, Daniel and Janet met with General Hammond
to update him with the latest information. They began by turning
on the monitor and observing the girl with Sam. The drab room had
already been brightened up with colorful paintings and accessories to
give it a more home-like feeling.
“She seems to have bonded with Captain Carter,” Hammond noted.
Daniel responded, “I can't blame her for being terrified; believe me,
it was not pretty over there.”
“What happened?”
“We counted one-thousand, four-hundred, thirty-two dead,” Janet
answered. “I believe we may be indirectly responsible.” She
went on to explain that, “It's possible someone from Earth brought a
normally harmless bacteria to that planet; it learned some new traits
from a local organism, and mutated into the most deadly infectious
strain I've ever encountered.”
====
At the observatory, Jack took a seat on the steps that lead up to the
giant telescope.
~I wanted Danny to be here, to share this with him. He'd like
this. Crap. It was the perfect night for it, too.~
“This is fun. Only eight hours to go. Sweet.” ~Did I
mention that I miss Danny? I should have ordered him to stay
instead of sending him off with Carter. Carter. He said she
was beautiful. I thought you were happily married, Daniel?~
Jack groaned.
“Is something wrong, O'Neill?”
“No. Just ... thinking.”
Teal'c nodded and continued to study preparatory information that was
on one of the computers.
A bit later, Teal'c stated, “I still do not understand this black hole.”
~Have some fun, Jack. It'll help you get over your ...
funk.~ “Well, a black hole is this really ... big thing.
It's, uh, well, basically, it's a massive ... hole ... out there.”
“I see.”
~No you don't, but nothing personal, big guy, I had planned to do a
little showing off to Danny, and Teal'c, you are not My Danny.~
“What happens is everything gets sucked into it, even light; that's why
we can't see it -- just ... gets ... sucked in.”
“Thank you.”
“Sure.” ~Well, that wasn't that much fun after all. What
are you doing, Danny? I wanted you here; to let you know I'm not
as dumb as I make out to be. Geez, O'Neill, why is that so
important to you all of a sudden?~ Jack sighed. ~Because
you fell in love with your best friend, that's why.~
Jack continued to stew as he sat. For a few minutes, he tried to
distract himself by making notes about training ideas, but he quickly
realized the futility of that, crumbling up the paper and throwing it
into a trash can.
~Two points, not that it means anything here.~
He put his notebook away, but continued to hold the pen, clicking the
top piece on and off incessantly as his mind raced with other thoughts.
~They looked like a friggin' TV show, walking off like that, holding
hands. Geez, I'm stuck here, twiddling my thumbs, and Daniel is
off playing house with my 2IC. I'll fix that when I get
back. No scientific explorations; we'll just go where the Goa'uld
are. We'll fight, fight, fight; they won't have a chance to stick
their little heads together and ...~
“O'Neill, is there something wrong?”
“What?”
“You look troubled, and I do not believe you will be able to use that
pen again.”
Jack looked at his hands. He'd broken the pen he'd been holding
in two and hadn't even realized it. The tiny plastic fragments
filled his hands. He looked up at Teal'c.
“I'm fine, Teal'c, just ... thinking about these people and how they
died, that's all.” Jack said, trying to explain away his actions.
====
“Sam?” Daniel called out, knocking on the door and slowly opening
it. He smiled and wiggled an object he held in his hands.
Sam smiled in return as she motioned towards the young girl. “Um,
hi,” Daniel said as he approached her. He didn't want to frighten
her, so he held back a little bit. She was clinging to Sam, but
watching Daniel. “I, uh, thought you might like this. It's
called, a, uh, an elephant. Here,” Daniel said, holding out the
gift.
The girl looked at Sam who smiled and nodded at her.
“Go on. Take it,” Sam urged. “I love stuffed animals
myself. Don't tell anyone, but I still have a few at home in my
closet.”
The girl looked at Daniel again, and then reached out to accept the
gift. She hugged it, enjoying the softness of the plush toy.
Daniel smiled at the young girl who continued to press the gift against
her chest.
“Well, uh, I just wanted to drop that off. Are you doing okay?”
he asked Sam, full of concern as he wondered how well she was really
handling the situation.
“I'm fine.”
“Need anything?”
“Daniel, you sound like the Colonel.”
“Oh, in that case, I'll leave you two alone. See you later,
Sam.” He walked to the door and looked back. “Bye,” he
said, smiling at the girl as she continued to hold the stuffed elephant
in her arms.
====
As the hours passed, the Hankan survivor became even more attached to
Sam. They had spent a long time painting, and then she finally
fell asleep, grasping the stuffed animal Daniel had given her.
Later, Daniel walked into the room, intending to stay with the girl so
that Sam could attend to some other SGC business. The girl woke
up, though, and although Sam said she'd be back, she grabbed Sam's arm
and finally spoke.
“Please don't go.”
The girl revealed that her name was Cassandra and told Sam that she had
a sharp, stabbing pain. Immediately, Sam took her to the
infirmary.
====
Janet was completely mystified.
“I have no idea what to say or do. Her latest blood work shows a
marked potassium deficiency. I have no idea what is causing it,
or how it could have gotten so low, so quickly, but one of the effects
can be arrhythmia.”
When Cassandra exhibited an irregular heartbeat and went into cardiac
arrest, the petite doctor and her team worked in tandem, finally
getting a regular rhythm back, but then Janet was shocked by what she
heard through her stethoscope, prompting her to urgently order a chest
X-ray.
The X-ray revealed an object that hadn't been there ten hours earlier
when Janet had first examined the young girl. Having no clue what
it was, the medical team operated, hoping to be able to remove it, but
when that failed, Doctor Warner did a biopsy to get more information
about the foreign object.
====
The girl was returned to her room where Sam sat with her for a long
time. Once Cassandra had fallen into a deep sleep, Sam exited the
room. She saw Daniel, waiting, seated in a chair, reading a book,
just outside Cassandra's room.
“How is she?” he asked as he stood up.
“She's fine, sleeping,” Sam answered, trying to sound detached.
Gently, Daniel volunteered to help.
“If you want, I can sit with her tomorrow for a few hours.”
“No, we're okay.”
“Okay.”
Sam started to walk away, but then she slowed, and explained, “I just
... I want to do this.”
Daniel understood, but being alone during traumatic times was something
he had done once too often. He loved Sam, and wanted to make sure
she understood a valuable truth: she had friends, and he was one
of them.
“Okay, but I guess what I'm saying is, you don't have to do this alone.”
“Thanks.”
Daniel watched her walk away.
~You're not alone, Sam. Gawd, this is nightmare for that little
girl. Her parents are dead, and now this ... thing inside of
her. But you, Sam, you're in pain, too. Why you're working
so hard to pretend you're not, I don't understand. I'm your
friend. I want to help. Please let me. Jack's
reminded me just how important it is to have someone to ... rely on, to
have friends. I do rely on him; on you, too, as my friend, so ...
let me help you. You don't have to do this alone.~
Daniel sighed and headed back to his office, wondering how Jack was
doing on the planet.
~Can't believe he knew about an accretion disc. You're full of
surprises, Jack. It's probably a fluke, not that you aren't
smart, because you are, way smarter than you let on. Of course,
this is your hobby so I should have known you'd know more than how to
take the lens cap off the telescope. Guess we're going to miss
the concert, but it doesn't seem very important anymore. I know
what it's like, Cassandra. When this is over, I'll try and help
you adjust. Wish someone had ... helped me.~
====
“It's show time,” Jack stated as he prepared the telescope.
Teal'c added, “The systems are online.”
Jack looked through the large scope as it began to record the
data. The moon traveled in front of the sun and finally when the
sun was completely covered, Teal'c reported, “The eclipse has
reached its totality.”
“Whoa!” Jack exclaimed. ~I wish you were here, Danny. This
is amazing.~
====
Back at the SGC, Sam and Janet made a terrifying discovery about the
object in Cassandra: the naquadah inside the young girl, when mixed
with something like potassium, could easily cause a nuclear reaction.
Along with Daniel, the two females met with General Hammond in the
briefing room to fill him in and discuss options.
Daniel explained, “It's a set up; it has to be. The Goa'ulds
wiped out every last living person on that planet except Cassandra, and
then they made us think that it was our fault because they knew we
wouldn't leave her there. They *knew* we would bring her back
here; and they used their technology to put that *thing* inside of her.”
Sam added, “It's like they designed a way for us to help them create
the device after she came through the Stargate so we wouldn't detect it
until it was too late.”
“We gave her iron supplements. We may have even turned the device
on with a jolt of electricity when we resuscitated her,” Janet noted.
Hammond clarified, “You're saying it's meant to destroy us.”
“Or at least this complex, the threat to the Goa'ulds is the Stargate,”
Sam answered.
Daniel was angry, very angry. Emphatically, he said, “They used
that little girl like a Trojan horse.”
The clock was ticking, and Hammond dismissed everyone so he could call
the President.
====
A while later, Sam went to check on Cassandra who was asleep, and a bit
after that, Daniel joined her, standing at her side as she watched over
the innocent victim.
~You aren't alone, Sam.~
“How could they do this?”
Daniel answered, “Well, to a Goa'uld, she's not as we see her.
She's a tool. Her death is a very *cheap* way to get rid of us.”
Sam was at her emotional end and was unable to hold back the
tears. Apologetically, she said, “I know I am supposed to be
detached.”
Surprised, Daniel asked, “Who said that?”
For the first time, Sam was truly glad Daniel was there.
“Sometimes, I forget you're not military,” she said, crying, but still
trying to stop it.
“Sam, it's okay to let go, to cry.”
“I'm a Captain, Daniel. Crying's not allowed.”
“You're a woman, too, and Cassandra's a little girl being victimized by
something she shouldn't even know about. There's nothing wrong
with shedding a few tears about the unfairness of it all.”
Daniel had a faraway look.
“I'm sorry, Daniel. I guess you'd know better than I.”
“No, I'm just ... I already cried.”
Sam smiled, placed her arm on Daniel, and leaned her head against his
shoulder. She knew she could rely on Daniel. With him, she
could let go and not worry about military protocol.
“Thanks for not letting me be alone.”
“Anytime, Sam. That's what friends are for.”
“I'm glad you're my friend,” she smiled and sighed.
Daniel reached over and took her hand. Physical touch was not
easy for him, but right now, Sam's needs outweighed his own
insecurities. His friend had endured a tough week, and he simply wanted
to support her.
After a few minutes, the two were called to the General's office.
====
His discussion with the President completed, Hammond revealed
Cassandra's fate to Sam, who was desperately trying to find a way to
save her, and Daniel, who was leaning against the doorframe, a few
steps behind the blonde Captain.
“I have been assured there is absolutely no way to remove the object
from the girl without killing her. Therefore, we have no choice.
According to Doctor Fraiser's measurements of the device's atomic
decay, we have one hour and twenty minutes left. The girl should be
prepared to go back though the Stargate.”
Hammond ordered SG-4 to go as well, telling them he wanted Jack and
Teal'c to return as well.
Daniel looked at Sam, concern for her welfare equal to what he was
feeling for Cassandra.
As they walked the corridors of the SGC, Daniel said, “Sam, I'll go
with you.”
Sam stopped walking, turning to face the young man.
“No, Daniel, we'll be fine.”
“But ...”
“It's okay.” She put her hand on his arm. “You've been
great through this whole thing. I'm not sure I could have made it
this far without knowing that you were here for me. Thank you.”
She gently placed a kiss on his cheek, and quickly hurried down the
hallway to prepare for the trip that would return Cassandra to Hanka.
====
Back on Hanka, Jack had spotted a Goa'uld ship when looking through the
telescope shortly after the eclipse had ended. Soon, he and
Teal'c realized the ship belonged to Nirrti. The two raced for the
Stargate, avoiding multiple blasts from the ship.
At one point, they took cover behind trees and bushes. Teal'c
took the opportunity to impart some information that made Jack's blood
run cold.
“This Goa'uld Nirrti; he once sent an emissary of peace to negotiate a
treaty concerning a Stargate Apophis had taken control of. The
negotiations was a ploy; the Stargate was destroyed.” He added,
“As soon as he entered the Stargate, there was a massive explosion.”
Jack realized the girl was the current “ploy.”
Teal'c dialed the Gate just as Sergeant Davis was also trying to dial
out to Hanka. As the chevrons locked into place, Cassandra
suddenly collapsed and slipped into a coma, but before anyone could do
much, the Stargate engaged. Moments later, Jack and Teal'c ran
through.
Seeing the young girl with Sam and Janet, Jack immediately ordered,
“Get the girl away from the Gate.”
====
Jack and Teal'c went to shower and change. Then Jack needed to
drop by his office. Hammond had told him there was a report he
needed to sign. No matter the crisis, there was always other
business that had to be attended to at the SGC.
As he walked, he passed his old teammate, Lou Ferretti.
“Hey Jack, how ya doin'?”
“Been better. You?”
“Hanging in. Hey, what's with the frat on your team? I'm
not complaining; they make a great looking pair.”
“What are you talking about?”
“The Doc and ... the Doc!”
“What?”
“Daniel and Captain Carter. They've been like two peas in a pod
the last couple of days. Looks serious to me.”
“Serious? Carter and Daniel? They're like ... brother and
sister,” Jack said, trying to find another explanation for their
closeness.
“If my sis held my hand like that, I'd have been in prison a long time
ago. Wheeeew, I mean, they've been *hot*, Pal; the talk of the
base.”
“Yeah, well ... birds of a feather. I have to go, Lou.”
Jack continued towards his office.
~Birds of a feather; I may tar and feather 'em both.~
====
As Jack finished doing as Hammond requested, Daniel appeared at the
doorway.
“Jack.”
“Daniel.”
“Um,” he walked in slowly, looking behind him, “are you mad at me for
some reason?”
“Daniel, now isn't the time or place, is it?”
“No, I guess not. I just ... I was worried when you came through
the Stargate, and normally, you ... I mean ... well, you haven't said
anything to me, and it, uh, it's just ...”
“Daniel, spit it out!”
“Never mind. We need to get to the briefing.”
Quickly, Daniel left the room, leaving Jack silently berating himself
once more. He hated seeing the hurt in Daniel’s eyes and knowing
he had put it there.
~I’m sorry, Danny. I want to be happy for you, but …~
====
Not long thereafter, the team began to assemble in the briefing room to
discuss what they had learned and what their options were.
“So the Goa'ulds kept SG-7 from coming back through to warn us.
All part of the plan,” Jack explained as they walked up the stairs.
Daniel asked, “So what are we going to do now?”
Since they couldn't risk the security of the Mountain, the decision was
made to take Cassandra to an abandoned nuclear facility that was twenty
minutes away. Racing against the clock, SG-1 picked up the young
girl, still in a coma, and headed for the site.
Reaching their destination inside one of the storage facilities, Sam
insisted on taking Cassandra to the bunker room they had agreed to
place her in.
On the way down in the elevator, Sam's heart broke when Cassandra woke
up. It was a waking nightmare for the Captain. When the
elevator stopped, Sam escorted her charge into a dark room, spoke a few
words, and then moved to the door.
It was the hardest thing she'd ever done, and Sam cried as she closed
the door, locking the orphan inside. She headed for the elevator,
pressed the appropriate button, and then lost total control. Her
body shook as she tried to rid herself of the image of Cassandra
sitting on the bed inside the room, but it was burned into her
mind. Cassandra's cries also echoed in her ears.
~Help me. Someone help me. I can't do this.~
Sobbing, Sam slid down the elevator wall. Then, she paused,
realizing that she simply couldn't do this and live with herself.
She sprang up and reversed the direction of the elevator.
“Jack, she's going back down,” Daniel spoke with alarm as he
noticed the change in direction for the elevator.
Ignoring Jack's orders heard over the intercom, Sam hurried to
Cassandra and hugged her. She had made her decision, and tossing
aside the risk, Sam would wait with Cassandra as the nightmare played
out.
Jack sighed, knowing it was a lost cause.
~Okay, she's staying. She's part of my team, so I stay, but Danny
... Danny has to go. I won't let him die.~
Jack looked at his watch, and then at Daniel and Teal'c.
“All right, why don't you guys clear out?”
**No.**
It was one word, and Jack had heard it ... in his head. He knew
Daniel hadn't spoken it, but he had still heard it as clearly as he had
just heard himself give the order for Daniel to leave. This
silent communication thing was a bit unnerving for Jack. It had
started a while ago, and seemed to be picking up steam with the passage
of time. Still, he didn't understand it, and that made Jack antsy
whenever it happened unexpectedly. As a rule, Jack never liked
things he couldn't explain.
As they stood there, Jack realized Teal'c wasn't leaving, and that his
best friend, the man he loved, wouldn't, either. He nodded.
“Right,” he finally said, giving up the battle before it had really
begun.
As the clock ticked down to the final minute, Cassandra and Sam bonded
even more. Hugging each other, they knew whatever would happen,
would happen to both of them.
“We are both very brave,” the young girl said.
“Yeah.”
“I love you.”
Sam replied, “I love you, too,” and hugged Cassandra even tighter than
before.
Floors above, Jack looked at his watch. They were down to twenty
seconds.
~At least we go together, and at least I didn't mess it up. Geez,
he thinks I'm some friggin' hero or something. Crazy geek, but I
do love him. He's ... my geek ... at least ... I wish he was.~
**Danny ...**
**What?**
~Shut up, O'Neill. You can't tell him you love him with ten
seconds left in life; just not right.~ **Nothing.**
Jack led the countdown, but nothing happened. The anticipated
explosion never occurred. He looked over at his friends and saw
their dawning hope. He called to his 2IC over the intercom again.
She responded, “We're okay; nothing happened. Cassandra's fine;
I'm fine. It didn't happen. I just ... I couldn't leave
her, Sir.”
“How did you know, Captain?”
“It occurred to me that she first slipped into the coma when we brought
her close to the Stargate. As soon as we got her far enough away
from the Stargate, she woke up, and I ... knew.”
Jack looked over again, wanting to see Daniel and just look, but when
he did, he saw the young man's relief at Sam and Cassandra being
alive. Excitedly, Daniel hit Teal'c in celebration.
~What was that? Emotion? Of course: I mean, you're glad
Cassie's alive, and Carter. That was for both of them, wasn't
it? You just ... Daniel, you don't normally show that kind of
emotion openly. I ... oh shut up, O'Neill. It's nothing,
and what if it wasn't? You have no claim on him. Geez, if
he knew, he'd run back to Abydos in no time flat.~
====
The crisis had ended, and SG-1 was given forty-eight hours
downtime. Sam was staying on base to help with Cassandra's
adjustment. The following day, the young girl would be going home
with Sam for the day. Excluding the traumatic trek to the nuclear
plant, it would be her first time outside the Mountain.
“Danny, pizza at six?”
“I, uh, can't.”
“Oh? Why not?”
Daniel buttoned his shirt nervously.
“I told Sam I'd ...”
“Sam?”
“It's just ...”
“Have a good time,” Jack said, never giving the younger man a chance to
finish his sentence.
He quickly left the locker room, but instead of going home, he went to
a cabin he rented in Colorado. He use the cabin frequently
whenever he didn't have time to go to his own cabin in Minnesota.
At the moment, Jack wanted to get lost and away from it all, and the
cabin was one of his few retreats that would allow him to do just that.
====
Returning home, he found six messages from Daniel on the answering
machine, along with two notes in the mailbox.
~Sorry, Daniel, but I'm not in the mood to hear about your ... dates
with Carter. I'm going to bed. I'll deal with you tomorrow.~
====
Unfortunately, or perhaps fortunately, Jack wasn't really sure which,
the next day proved very anything, meaning Jack didn't deal with
anything much but paperwork and bureaucracy. The Brass, spooked
by the recent events, wanted to review security procedures and protocol
at the Mountain, so for the next three days, Jack was locked up either
in his office or in meetings.
====
Cassandra was adjusting as well as could be expected. She was
staying with Sam who had gotten permission to take a few days
leave. They had spent a lot of time with Janet, and Sam observed
how close the two were becoming.
“Janet, you want her, don't you?”
“Sam, I know that you ...”
Sam cut her friend off, having already thought about the subject matter
quite a bit.
“No, Janet. I'm not ready to be a mom, but I think you are.
I mean, of course, I want her; I love her, but she needs more than I
can give right now. I was hoping ...” Sam paused, then smiled,
believing she knew the answer to the question before she asked it, “Do
you want to adopt her?”
Janet smiled and nodded, answering, “Of course, I do, but like you
said, Sam, there's a lot to be considered. Raising a teenager
isn't easy for anyone, but for us ... I'm not even sure if it's fair.”
“I know what you mean. It's more than being ready to take care of
a child,” Sam stated.
“What we do, Sam, even me, it's time consuming and very risky.
Cassandra needs an extraordinary amount of love and patience right now.”
Sam hunched her shoulders forward as she leaned in towards her friend
and said, “But Cassandra's options are limited. I mean, the
Pentagon is willing to let her live her life as normally as possible,
but it has to be with someone who has a very high security clearance,
and someone who knows the Stargate.” Smiling, she added, “I think
it's important for her to be with someone she knows.”
“I'm thinking about it, but only if you're sure, Sam. She loves
you.”
“And I love her, and it's because I love her that I have to be honest
with myself. Right now, I'll make a better aunt, than mom.”
====
~Aren't they cute? Look at them. Carter and Daniel
practically carrying Cassie. She's a big girl. She can
walk. He looks ... happy, doesn't he? He's smiling.
He and Carter could ... crap! He is very sexy in that maroon
shirt; still prefer blue, though.~ “Cassandra.”
Jack had gotten a message that Sam and Daniel were taking Cassandra to
the park for the first time. They wanted to make a day of it and
have a picnic. Teal'c would be coming, too.
Cassandra ran to Jack who introduced her to the dog he was carrying.
“What's that?” she asked.
~Wonder if Danny ever had a dog?~ “We have a rule here on
Earth. Every kid has got to have a dog. This is a dog, and
he's yours.”
He smiled, watching her hug the dog and kiss it. Eagerly, she
carried her dog over to the bench where the others were waiting.
“Hey, Samantha. See my new dog!”
Surprised, Sam said, “Wow. *Your* new dog?”
She explained, “It's an Earth rule. Every kid has to have one,
but I don't mind.”
Jack shrugged, hearing the comments, and then suggested, “Why don't I
take the dog for a little walk.”
Teal'c and Daniel followed the Colonel, leaving Sam and Cassandra to
spend some more time alone together. They'd created her cover
story, saying she was an orphan born in Toronto, and they'd impressed
upon her the importance of keeping the secret of the Stargate's
existence.
Jack saw Sam and Cassandra head for the swings. Then, he looked
over at Teal'c who was walking the dog. That left Daniel who was
standing at Jack's left.
“So, Daniel, did Carter have any news about where Cassie is going to
end up?”
“She thinks Janet is going to take her.”
“Really?” ~Good. That'll break up the happy little family
picture I've been seeing lately.~
“Jack, are you okay? You've been a little ... I don't know.
You seem tense, and you've been ... distant.”
“Daniel, I'm fine.” Jack ignored the confused and hurt look in
Daniel's eyes and again looked at Teal'c, noticing that he wasn't
walking the dog, but instead was standing still, limply holding onto
the leash as the dog lay on the grass. “Teal'c, the idea is to
walk the dog, not stand around with it.”
“It does not want to move, O'Neill.”
“Tug on the leash.”
Teal'c looked down and tugged slightly. The dog looked up and let
out a single bark before lying back down on the grass.
Jack and Daniel laughed and continued talking.
“What about that thing inside Cassie?”
“It's almost gone. I guess it's being reabsorbed by her system
now.”
“Good. Good.”
“Jack ...”
“Daniel, it's picnic time. Let's go round up the girls. I'm
hungry.”
Daniel watched Jack go to Teal'c and the dog were.
“Right,” he said softly. ~I’d hoped this time would be
different. I guess not. I guess it was stupid to think
someone like Jack would want to be friends with a ... clumsy, nerdy,
sneezing geek like me.~
Silently, Daniel continued to berate himself. He didn't fault
Jack at all, certain that whatever had happened was his fault.
After all, he wasn't much ... at least, that's how he felt.
====
For the first time in a long time, Jack and Daniel spent three
downtimes apart. They attempted their Friday Night Ritual of
pizza, beer, and hockey, but for reasons neither could fathom, it was
strained. Jack had no idea why he was constantly perturbed at
being around his friend, and Daniel thought Jack was humoring him now
that their friendship was over.
Finally, on this Friday, Daniel finished putting on his civvies in the
locker room. When Jack entered, Daniel said softly, “Jack, um,
about tonight.”
“What about it?” Jack asked a bit coldly.
“I, uh, promised Sam that I'd have dinner with her tonight. I
mean, it won't just be ... I mean ...” Jack seemed to be ignoring
him. ~Gawd, he doesn't care what I do. Why bother?~
“Would you mind if we ... skipped tonight?”
“Sure, no problem. I have something I want to do anyway.”
“Okay, then I'll see you Monday.”
“Monday,” Jack said in a detached monotone as he watched Daniel
leave. ~I am in love with you, but I don't know what's happening
to me. I'm so angry with you, Daniel, and I don't know why.
Maybe it's just that I don't want to interfere with your relationship
with Carter. It's the buzz of the base, you know. First,
Lou, then Gordon, even Makepeace had to sound off about it.
Fine. Who am I to butt in on a ... budding romance?~
====
The team set foot on the planet they were assigned to explore and found
a village, deserted. As they walked the area, Teal'c announced
that he'd been to the planet before and that it was called Cartago.
He explained, “The Goa'uld visit here regularly. It is one of
their favorite places to harvest hosts for Goa'uld absorption.”
Daniel responded, “You know, I wish you wouldn't say 'harvest'.
We're talking about human beings, not Brussels sprouts.”
“That is how the Goa'uld perceive it,” Teal'c responded.
The team continued their exploration, eventually going into a large
hall, observing several lit fires.
“It hasn't been deserted long,” Jack stated.
Suddenly, villagers appeared, pointing their weapons at SG-1.
There was a momentary standoff as both sides measured up the other, but
eventually, Jack lowered his weapon, and the inhabitants did the same.
Hanno, one of the villagers, studied each member of SG-1, but when he
got to Teal'c, his demeanor changed in an instant. He raised his
bow again and called out, “Jaffa!”
The standoff was on again.
Hanno claimed Teal'c had killed his father, though the Jaffa said he
did not recognize the young man. Though Hanno was filled with
rage and the need for revenge, another calmed him.
“If you are right, he will be put through cor-ai, but we do not take
revenge like this, or we are no better than the Jaffa.”
Hanno lowered his weapon and said to SG-1 with certainty, “Cor-ai will
sustain my belief, but first, you meet the elders.”
He led the team to meet the elders of the village. Suddenly,
people began to come out of hiding.
Daniel observed them closely, and said casually, “That's
interesting. I wonder if everyone's coming from some religious
event.”
~Religious event. Geez.~ “Why does it always have to be a
religious thing with you? Maybe they're coming from a swap meet.”
~Why is Jack so hostile lately? He's been snapping at me for
weeks now. I don't understand. What did I do? I must
have done something. I miss his friendship.~
Hanno explained, “When the gods come through the Circ Kakona, we
scatter in many directions to hide from those who would hurt us.
They are overdue to visit us again.”
Daniel immediately began to translate, quickly determining that Circ
Kakona meant circle of woes and was their name for the Stargate.
Jack soon figured out that while he, Daniel, and Sam were free to go,
Teal'c was not.
“For him, there will be cor-ai,” Hanno explained.
Teal'c finally remembered the incident Hanno spoke of as flashes of
memory came back to haunt him. He’d been First Prime to Apophis
when forced to kill an old man with one leg. That man was Hanno's
father, and the young boy had indeed witnessed it all.
When Hanno ordered Teal'c taken into custody, Jack raised his gun in
protest, as did Sam.
“Hold it!” the leader of SG-1 said sternly.
Daniel rushed to Jack and pushed his MP-5 down, saying, “Jack, that is
not the way to handle this.”
~I may just shoot you myself, Daniel,~ Jack thought as he glared at
Daniel. ~Stay out of my way, Daniel.~ Jack glared at Daniel
again, then followed the villagers to the place where they were going
to hold Teal'c prisoner.
Cor-ai would begin the next day, so Jack knew they had to act quickly.
As soon as Hanno and his friends left SG-1 alone near Teal'c's cell,
Jack began to bark out his orders.
“All right, when they come back, Daniel, you draw 'em in. Carter
and I will take right and left flanks.”
~Where are we? In the Old West?~ “Well, well, well, wait a
minute. Are you talking break out?”
Sarcastically, Jack answered, “Uh, yeah. We're gonna grab Teal'c
and head straight for the Stargate. It'd be nice if we could do
it without bloodshed.”
~Gawd, what is wrong with him? Stop shouting, even if you aren't
technically shouting at me, you are. It's in your eyes and your
tone. You're angry, but I don't know why.~
Jack became even more frustrated when Teal'c explained that he would
not agree to a breakout, not wanting to disrespect the elders of the
planet.
“Teal'c is right,” Daniel commented. “We should show some
respect.”
~Duct that. That's what I need, and when I find some, I'm going
to tape his annoying mouth shut!~
Jack was furious. Things were bad enough without the
archaeologist always arguing for the inhabitant's point of view.
He retorted, “Did anyone else hear that kid say that Teal'c was guilty
already? For all we know, they wanna kill him.”
Daniel answered, “Wait, wait, wait! Who said anything about
killing? I mean, all they said was they want to put him through
cor-ai. Now near as I can figure, that is like a simple trial.”
Still with an edge to his voice, Jack said snippily, “Now see, it's
that 'near as I can figure' part that's got me a little worried.
What if their idea of a simple trial is a simple beheading?”
“I will not run,” the Jaffa reiterated.
Jack glared at the stubborn Jaffa.
~Okay, I could use some duct tape for Teal’c, too.~
“We have to give the cor-ai a chance, Jack. We don't know what's
going to happen.”
“What's going to happen, Daniel, is that they are going to lynch
him. I saw that kid's eyes. He's out for blood.”
“Jack ...”
“Give it a rest, Daniel. I'm getting some air.”
Sam and Daniel exchanged a look.
“He's just worried, Daniel.”
“Right,” Daniel said softly.
====
Jack had been outside for ten minutes when he heard a familiar voice.
“Jack.”
~Why me? Why did I ever go back to Abydos?~ “What is now,
Daniel?”
“You have to give this a chance.”
“You don't know what's going on here.”
“Well, then neither do you. We're on another planet, Jack.”
“Oh, well, thank you for that news bulletin, Daniel. I thought we
were at Disneyland.”
“What is wrong with you lately?”
“Sir,” Sam interrupted as she joined her teammates, “Maybe we should
contact General Hammond and let him know what's happening.”
“Carter, I don't need you telling me my job. Excuse me.”
Sam looked at Daniel in confusion, noticing his rigid stance and how
tightly his arms were folded across his chest. “Daniel, do you have any
idea what's bothering the Colonel?”
“I think it's me, Sam.”
“Oh, I doubt that.”
“I don't. Sam, I ... don't say anything, but I think I'm going to
request reassignment when we get back.”
“Daniel, don't do that. I'm sure whatever this is has nothing to
do with you. You know how the Colonel is about his team.
He's worried about Teal'c, that's all. It's not you.”
“I wish I believed that.”
“Don't do anything rash. Give it some time, okay?”
Daniel nodded, and the two returned to Teal'c's cell.
====
Later, Jack was surprise when three female villagers entered and knelt
down in front of Teal'c's cell. One explained they were to be
Teal'c's voice during the cor-ai and had come now to witness his
pecca-ve.
“There's a Latin word that's similar. It basically means, I have
sinned,” Daniel commented.
“She wants his confession?” Sam asked.
Frustrated, Jack asked the woman if she had heard of the concept of
innocent until proven guilty, but his question was met by a blank stare.
Standing next to Sam, Daniel explained, “Actually, throughout history,
the idea's pretty rare. Most cultures usually assume things
the other way around.”
Jack stared at Daniel, even angrier than before.
~I *am* going to strangle him. Can't he ever shut up?~
~What's going on, Jack?~ Daniel noticed the look of disgust on
Jack's face and said, “I'm just ... saying.” ~Saying that you
seem to hate me all of a sudden, not that I'm surprised. It's
just ... we were friends ... or so I thought. I was beginning to
believe you. Gawd, how stupid am I anyway?~
“I must hear the Jaffa's pecca-ve,” the woman insisted.
“Well, you're outta luck, 'cause you're not gonna get him to
pecca-anything,” Jack argued.
“Then who will be his voice?”
“That would be me,” Jack stated.
Surprised, Sam asked, “Uh, you?”
The women left, saying they'd inform the elders of Jack's wishes.
Daniel asked, “You sure you're up to this?”
“Why? You don't think I am?” ~Surprises you, doesn't it,
that I'm capable of defending a member of my own team? Am I
stealing your thunder, Dannyboy? Well, tough!~
“Well, it's ... it's just that I've never actually heard you referred
to as a diplomat. I think, um, antagonist was the word used.”
“But I'm his commanding officer. It comes with the
territory.” ~That's the truth; nothing wrong with that.
Captain goes down with the ship, and all of that. Well, wrong
scenario, but ... oh, shut up, O'Neill. Carter's looking at you
funny.~
Sam braved the question, “Wouldn't Daniel be better at it, I mean,
being a linguist and a cultural expert ... Sir?” ~Nothing
personal, Colonel, but you, yourself, say words aren't your
thing. This is important. Teal'c's life is on the line, and
you aren't letting Daniel handle it? Doesn't make sense to me.~
~Sweet! Now she's defending him. Can't he stand on his own
two feet? Oh, I get it, you don't want him standing. Well,
*tough*, Captain, but I guess I'd better compromise here. Don't
have a good military reason not to. Fine.~ “All right,
we'll all do it. How's that?”
Daniel nodded and said, “That's fine.” The words were practically
sighed. ~Gawd, Jack. I'm supposed to be the
negotiator. Why won't you let me do my job? Don't you have
faith in me anymore? Maybe ... maybe you never did.~
“Co, co-counsels. Works for me,” Sam added, though still being
very confused at her CO's choice. ~Kinda redundant; doesn't make
sense. Why isn't he letting Daniel do it?~
====
The cor-ai began as scheduled in the meeting hall. Teal'c was led
to a small circular dais at the center that was essentially the witness
stand, and then, Hanno spoke, “Jaffa, you killed my father. For
this crime, the punishment is death. I will now lead the cor-ai.”
Jack objected loudly to Hanno's comments and appealed to the female
elder that someone else lead the cor-ai, but she refused, saying, “Only
the person who has suffered understands the pain which has been
inflicted. Who else can fairly say what the punishment must be?”
Jack couldn't believe it, and became even more upset when Daniel
explained, “It's actually rather Talmudic - only he who is wronged can
forgive.”
~I am going to wring his cute little neck soon if he doesn't stop
defending these people.~ Jack snapped, “Will you can it?”
Daniel just stared at the man who was once his friend.
~Gawd. He really does hate me. I'm not wrong.~
During the opening session, Teal'c admitted killing Hanno's father,
angering Jack who had ordered him not to answer the question.
After the session ended, Sam and Daniel left with some of the
villagers, hoping to learn more about the culture. They were
convinced that if they could discover more about the cor-ai and the
people, it would help them with Teal'c's defense.
Meanwhile, Jack confronted Teal'c about his admission in the meeting
hall. He just didn't understand why his friend wasn't fighting
for his life. Finally, Teal'c asked poignantly, “ColonelO'Neill,
have you ever faced the crying eyes of a child whose father you have
just murdered?”
Jack was a bit taken aback, answering, “Not exactly.” ~Geez,
don't go there, O'Neill. Different time. Let it go.~
Still, the Colonel realized that, in part, Teal'c represented himself
and all the things Jack had done during his darkest Special Ops days,
nasty things done under the banner of defending home and country.
Jack wanted to blame the leaders, the order givers, at least in part,
so now, he wanted Teal'c to let Apophis shoulder the blame for the
death of Hanno's father.
Forcefully, Teal'c refuted Jack's idea.
“You are wrong, O'Neill. While in the service of Apophis, I did
many things. For these deeds, my victims deserve retribution.”
Jack was getting angrier, and more desperate. If Teal'c was
guilty, so was he.
~You have to agree with me here, Teal'c. If you don't, where does
that leave me? Do you have any idea the things I've done?~
Yet, Teal'c refused to give in.
“I cannot give all of their loved ones retribution, but I can *at
least* give it to this one. I am sorry, O'Neill, I will not run.”
“Well, I'm sorry, Teal'c, but that's unacceptable. I'm gonna do
what I have to do to keep you alive whether you like it or not.”
~I have to. Don't you understand what is at stake here?~
====
Just before the next session began, Jack asked Daniel how he thought
they should proceed.
~Asking? Not yelling? Okay, well ...~ “Well, the way
I look at it, Teal'c has already pleaded guilty, so to draw a parallel
to an American trial, we have to look at this as sort of like the
sentencing phase. We need to prove to these people that he
doesn't deserve to die.” He explained that they would do this by
convincing the villagers “that he's a different man now than he was
then.”
Jack mellowed suddenly.
“Daniel ...”
“You have to ask me about Sha're, Jack. It's the best way to show
them how he's changed.”
The two exchanged a soft look. Jack sighed, not wanting to do
this.
“I can do it, if you like, Sir,” Sam volunteered, not anxious to hurt
Daniel, either, but yet, wanting to relieve the burden on her CO whom
she knew was Daniel's best friend, even if things were strained at the
moment.
“No, I'll do it.” Daniel nodded and had gone into a
self-hug. ~But I don't want to.~
====
As the next session of the cor-ai proceeded, Jack questioned Daniel
about how he met Teal'c and what had happened with Sha're. The
crowd was stunned by the young man's story, a tragic tale of a young
wife, captured and forced to be the host to Amaunet, the mate of the
dastardly System Lord, Apophis. They were shocked that it had
been Teal'c who had chosen her to be the queen, and they were even more
surprised with what Daniel said next.
“It was difficult for me at first; I wanted to hate him, but now I know
that it was a different Teal'c that chose Sha're, and I know that if
there were any way for him to help me get my wife back, this Teal'c
would do it gladly, even if it meant giving up his own life. This
Teal'c is my friend.”
**I'm sorry, Danny.**
**It's okay.**
The two shared another look as Daniel's testimony ended. It was
the closest they had been since the incident with Cassandra at the
nuclear plant.
~There should have been another way other than making him relive
that. Crap, it was his choice, but I shouldn't have let
him. Look in his eyes; he's barely holding on. He
practically droned over some of his testimony. He was trying so
hard. I should have thought of something else. My
fault. Dumb, O'Neill. Very dumb. You're not doing
your job very well today.~ He stared down at the floor. It
was as if the next voice in his head wasn't him, but his alter ego,
taunting him. ~And which job is that, Jack ... leading SG-1 or
loving Daniel? If today is any indication, you've failed at both.~
====
During the next break, Daniel went for a walk in the village, still
wanting to learn more about the culture. It was actually quite
peaceful on the planet, and under other circumstances, he'd be enjoying
the simple life of the inhabitants.
He met up with the woman who had previously been assigned to get
Teal'c's pecca-ve. As they chatted, she told Daniel that the
villagers slept in “the hiding ... We have hidden caves and tunnels in
all directions. When the evil ones come in through the
Circ-Kakona, we flee in all directions, and we disappear.”
“So they catch only the slowest among you,” Daniel deduced.
She immediately reacted, “Oh, no, we would never leave anyone
behind. We all go, or none of us do.”
Suddenly, Daniel understood what Teal'c had done. He hurried to
see his teammate, running down the steps to the cell excitedly.
“I think I might have something that might help us out. Teal'c,
tell us exactly what happened that day.”
Though Teal'c began by telling the glossy version, Daniel stopped him,
requesting the full story. He knew there was more than his friend
had revealed thus far.
Finally, Teal'c relayed his story in its entirety, relating how Apophis
had ordered him to kill one of the villagers, or he would kill everyone
in the village. Teal'c had seen Hanno's father and noticed he was
the slowest and weakest of the people since he had only one leg.
Teal'c fired his staff weapon, killing the man in front of his child,
Hanno.
While Teal'c didn't say the words, it was clear to his teammates that
he had acted in the only way he could, the only way that would save the
villagers. By killing one, the slowest, he had saved many.
“The truth is our defense,” Daniel stated.
Though Sam now felt hopeful, Jack wasn't, believing nothing would make
a difference since Hanno had already made up his mind.
“So what do you suggest?” Daniel asked, once again feeling deflated at
having his discovery mean nothing to Jack.
“Carter and I are going back to Earth for reinforcements.”
“What? You're going to shoot his way out?” Daniel asked, his tone
clearly relating his disapproval.
Jack was enraged. He was tired of Sam and Daniel agreeing, almost
urging each other on. At least, that's how it felt to him.
He hated that Daniel was fighting him, or that's what it felt like to
the older man anyway.
The fire in his eyes showed the level of his fury as Jack snapped, “No,
Daniel, I'm hoping we can bring back enough fire power so it'll scare
'em into turning Teal'c over. That's how I'd like to see it go
down.”
Teal'c reiterated, “I have already told you, O'Neill, I will not run.”
Sternly, Jack replied, “Teal'c, you're going back with us if I have to
knock you out and carry you myself. Got it?” He and Sam
began going up the stairs as he ordered, “Buy as much time as you can,
Daniel.”
~Gawd, what's happened to him? I understand wanting to get Teal'c
out of this. I want to save him, too, but this is more than
that. He's so angry at me. I knew it wouldn't last.
Well, I had a best friend for a little while. Never had one like
him before. Get over it, Jackson. You can get used to
being alone again. Besides, you don't like beer, pizza's just
another food, and hockey is way too violent. Who needs the Friday
Night Ritual anyway?~
Daniel stared at Teal'c and, seeing the intense look on his face,
asked, “DanielJackson, are you all right? I am concerned.”
“You're worried about me?”
“You seem upset.”
“No, I ... well, of course, I'm upset. We'll get you out of here,
Teal'c.”
“I will not run.”
Daniel nodded and sat down, trying to think of a plan, or anything to
stop him from thinking about his ... former best friend.
====
As Jack tried unsuccessfully to convince Hammond to send more firepower
back to Cartago with him, Daniel questioned both Teal'c and Hanno about
the precise details of the death of Hanno's father as the cor-ai
continued.
“So you made a decision; you chose to kill one that day to save many
later. Is that right?” Daniel summed up for his friend.
“It is correct.”
Daniel addressed the assembled villagers, “So if Teal'c hadn't made
that decision, many of you might not be alive today to want him dead.”
He tried to argue that the Jaffa was needed to fight the Goa'uld,
urging the villagers to think about today and tomorrow, and not
yesterday. “Teal'c's death will not change the past, but his continued
life can help all of our future. Can you really justify killing
him now?” Daniel asked, pleadingly.
Though moved, the female elder reiterated that Hanno had the final say
in Teal'c's fate. Her words chilled Daniel's blood. He
looked at Hanno, closed his eyes, and took off his glasses. He
had tried his best, but he already knew his best hadn't been good
enough. He felt like a failure. It was no wonder Jack
seemed to hate him now.
As Daniel listened, Hanno stated calmly, “Your argument is wise, and
moving. I commend you.”
“Thank you,” Daniel responded, resigned to the outcome.
“You have made a compelling argument that this Jaffa's more recent and
continuing good should somehow negate his past evil. I have but
one final question. Can his recent actions, or any future
actions, return my father from the dead?”
Frustrated, Daniel answered, “No, no, of course not.”
His voice was small, tiny, which is how he felt inside.
“Then clearly no amount of good in the present can erase what he has
done in the past. Jaffa, you are guilty of killing my
father. Tomorrow, at mid-day, you will die by your own weapon, as
my father did.”
Daniel closed his eyes again, disbelieving all that was happening.
~I'm sorry, Teal'c. Maybe Jack was right, and he should have
stayed here to plead your case. I've ... failed, and it's going
to cost you your life.~
====
At the SGC, Jack and Sam's futile argument was coming to a close.
Hammond had heard them out and had even spoken with the President, but
the decision was made, and Jack's anger at being denied was going to
have to take a back seat to his orders.
“You have the right to disagree, Colonel, but you do not have the right
to take actions against orders. Is that understood?” Hammond
asked pointedly.
Although Hammond's personal opinion was similar to Jack's, the
President had made his feelings known. The consensus was that the
cor-ai was essentially a war crime trial, and as such, the SGC had no
right to interfere with the politics of Cartago, including the cor-ai.
Unhappily, Jack and Sam returned alone to the planet, but what they
found upon their return surprised them: the village was in shambles.
Hearing serpent guards, the two ducked into the building where Teal'c's
cell was. Finding it empty, Sam said, “Maybe Daniel broke him
out.”
Both terrified that something might have happened to Daniel and annoyed
that the archaeologist was once again the focus of his 2IC, Jack
answered sarcastically, “Keep those positive thoughts comin',
Captain. Let's go.” ~I'd expect you to feel that way about
your ... boyfriend, but keep the cheerleading to yourself.~
====
Taking Daniel and Teal’c with them, the villagers fled from the
attacking Jaffa who were destroying their village. Hanno argued
that it was Jack's fault, that he had led the Jaffa to Cartago, but
Daniel assured him that he was wrong. Still, it wasn't until the
young man witnessed Jack battling the Goa'uld and shooting a Jaffa that
he was convinced of SG-1’s loyalties.
~I have made a mistake about this man.~
The leader of the serpent guards was Shak'l, an old nemesis of Teal’c.
After the other Jaffa had removed Daniel and the villagers, Shak'l
gloated, telling Teal'c that by killing him, he would be Apophis' new
First Prime. Teal'c, however, using a knife that one of the
village children had passed him, stabbed his nemesis, killing him
almost instantly.
Teal'c grabbed Shak'l's staff weapon and began firing on the
Jaffa. Jack and Sam continued to fight as well, and soon, the
battle was over with none of the villagers or SG-1 sustaining any major
injuries except for Teal'c who was wounded in the leg.
Though Daniel suggested they return to Earth immediately, Teal'c
refused and limped over to where to Hanno stood. Holding his head
up high and handing his staff weapon to the villager, the Jaffa
decreed, “It is mid-day. I am prepared to accept my punishment.”
Hanno asked, “You would save those who wish to kill you?”
“I would save those who deserve to live.”
Hanno paused, then responded, “I have made a mistake. My memory
was faulty. You are not the same man as he who murdered my
father.”
Teal'c stubbornly refuted the statement, clearing saying, “I am the
one.”
“No,” Hanno said firmly. “That Jaffa is dead. You have
killed him.” He looked at Jack. “We have our own wounded to
care for. I suggest you take your friend home.”
Hanno handed Teal'c his staff weapon, and the Jaffa bowed his head. It
was finally time for SG-1 to leave the planet.
====
Jack stared at his locker. He sat down and placed his head in his
hands for a moment, and then looked back up. He let out an
audible sigh as he stared at the metallic surface just a foot or so in
front of him.
~I just want to get out of here.~
His obligations fulfilled, Jack headed for the exit. Moments
later, after turning a corner, he saw Sam and Daniel approaching.
They were laughing about something.
“Something funny?” Jack asked the two as he neared them in the corridor.
“Hi, Jack,” Daniel said calmly. ~Please, Jack. I’m
sorry. Whatever it was I did, I’m so sorry. Can't we start
over? Please?~
“Uh, we were talking about something Cassandra said last week.
Colonel, you should go see her now that she's settled in with
Janet. She talks about you a lot.”
~Glad someone wants to see me.~ “I will. She's at the
Doc's, right?”
“Yes.”
“I'll give her a call.” ~Of course, I have spent quite a bit of
time with Cassie, but you wouldn't know that, would you, Captain?
You're too busy playing with your boyfriend here.~ “Goodnight.”
Jack walked off. Sam started moving ahead, but stopped, realizing
she was alone. Daniel had twisted his torso to watch Jack, not
turning back until the Colonel had rounded yet another corner.
“Daniel, why don't you go talk to him?”
“He doesn't have a lot to say to me lately.”
“Well, hang in there. Listen, Janet said it's pot luck night.”
“Sounds good. What time?”
“Six-thirty.”
“I'll be there.” Daniel sighed. ~But I wish ... oh, shut
up, Jackson. If wishes were horses and ... I don't even know what
that old saying is. Besides, when did anything you wish for ever
come true?~
====
It was a few days later, and Daniel stared at his typewritten
request. It had been a month since they had first gone to Hanka
and found Cassandra, a month of torture, of going through the motions
with Jack. Their closeness seemed to have disappeared into thin
air. He was certain transferring to another team was the answer,
but he hadn't been able to make himself sign the request.
Instead, a voice in his head told him to give it one more try with
Jack. He had more time on his hands again, and the days and
nights, the downtimes, without his best friend were even harder to take.
~Gawd, I miss him. I got used to you, Jack. I ... believed
you. What kind of an idiot does that make me?~
He signed the letter and sealed it. He stood, turned the lights
off in his office, and headed for General Hammond's office. The
General had gone home, but Daniel thought he'd just leave the letter on
his desk, but before he walked through the doors, that voice inside him
started shouting at him.
~Give it another chance. Maybe there's an explanation. You
can always turn the request in tomorrow.~
Daniel couldn't believe this voice inside him still existed. It
was always hopeful, even positive. His response to the voice now
was, “But I'll just get hurt again.”
~Like it's going to hurt less tomorrow? Get some guts,
Jackson. At least that way you can say you gave old hard-nose a
chance.~
“Hard nose? Gawd, I've been hanging around him too much.”
~No, you haven't, but you wish you had. Go on. Bet he's
home alone.~
Daniel sighed, wondering how insane he must look as he stood in the
corridors of the SGC having a conversation with himself. He
looked around nervously, grateful not to see another living soul ...
though he cringed at the sight of the security cameras.
~Great. I look like an idiot.~
Taking a breath, Daniel headed for the locker room to change into his
civvies, his request for a transfer stuffed into his pocket.
====
“Hey, Jack,” Daniel said as he climbed over the ladder to stand on the
roof deck.
He had gathered up all his courage to use his key and join Jack on the
deck. Part of him expected Jack to demand the key back.
“Daniel.”
Jack hadn't moved an inch.
“Looking at the stars?”
“No, Daniel. I've got my face glued to the telescope so I can
look at flowers.”
“Oh,” Daniel said, crossing his arms over his chest. “Um ...”
“What are you doing here? Carter busy tonight?”
“Sam?” Daniel scrunched his face in confusion. He gave a
very short shake of his head and ignored the unusual comment.
“Uh, actually, I was thinking ... pizza.”
Jack sat back on the stool he was sitting on and turned his head to
look at Daniel.
“I already ate.”
“Oh. Well, I haven't, so ... maybe we could order a pizza and
watch ... hockey or something. I'll ... pay.”
“Daniel,” Jack stood up and talked as he walked to the ladder.
“I'm sorry Carter's too busy to keep you entertained tonight, but I
happen to have plans.”
Jack climbed down the ladder and began to pull some weeds in his
yard. Daniel followed him down. His hold on his arms
tightened as his confusion heightened.
“You mean you have to pull weeds at eight-thirty at night?”
“Yes, Daniel. So glad you're brain is functioning.”
Jack stood up and went to the other side of the yard. He grabbed
his hose and began to wash down the windows.
“Jack, what's wrong?”
“What's wrong, Doctor Jackson, is that I'm not your Carter
substitute. You want pizza? Go pick one up and take it to
her house.”
“Sam again. Jack, I don't understand. What's this obsession
you have with Sam?”
“OBSESSION? ME? I'm NOT the one with an obsession.
I'm NOT the one who's spent every night of the last month with ... with
his science twin.”
“Science twin? What is wrong with you?”
“I just told you, now go; eat, drink, and be merry with your
girlfriend, and leave me alone. I have ... watering to do.”
“Gawd, Jack, in the first place, if I didn't know better, I'd say you
were jealous.”
Jack turned off the nozzle on the hose, and his breathing stilled to
almost nothing at the shock of Daniel's words. All of a sudden,
Jack knew what was wrong.
~Jealous? Geez, no. Is that why I'm acting like a
lunatic? I'm ... jealous of Carter?~
“In the second place, I'm married. I love my wife, and I miss her
very much, so ... I'm really not interested in a ... girlfriend.
Of course, I never really had to ... worry about ... that much.”
He looked down, years of abandonment and general lack of interest by
anyone in him overtaking him. The joy he had felt at spending the
night with his best friend had now evaporated into a giant ache.
He held back the tears that were threatening to escape and was annoyed
to find he couldn't keep the vulnerability he was feeling from his
voice.
“And ... lastly, Jack, I honestly have no idea what's upsetting you,
but ... I only wanted to make sure Cassie was settled.”
~Cassie? Oh, no. He's been with Cassie, not Carter.~
In addition to the acknowledging truthfulness of Daniel's words, of
realizing he had been jealous, Jack added guilt to his list of
crimes. Cassandra was a wonderful little girl, and Jack loved
her. He had been spending quite a bit of time with her himself,
but had no idea that Daniel had been, too. He quickly became
aware that he didn't know that little fact because he hadn't been
listening. ~I am such an idiot!~
“I know how it feels to be the outsider, to not fit in. I know
she was smiling and happy on the outside to just about everyone, but
she'd just lost her mother, and her father was already dead.
She's an orphan, Jack. Sam wanted to help Janet get Cassie
settled, and she kinda felt like I did. We both wanted to make
sure Cassie really understood that she wasn't alone. I wanted her
to know she had more than just Janet and Sam. I ... I ... gawd,
I'm sorry I've upset you ... somehow. I won't bother you anymore,
especially when you have such ... urgent things to ... to do.
Goodnight.”
Daniel walked out the same way he had come in, through the house, which
was still unlocked from his entry. He set a quick pace, wanting
out just as fast as he could manage it. Meanwhile, Jack stood
frozen, feeling like a fool, and not just the idiot he knew himself to
be. By the time he snapped out of it, Daniel was unlocking his
car.
Running with a speed that shocked even him, Jack caught up to Daniel
just as he turned on the car. Out of breath, and feeling like a
complete ignoramus, he reached in and grabbed Daniel's arm.
“Pizza. Supreme. Extra cheese. Beer. Two
six-packs. I'm buying.” He reached in and handed his friend
two twenty-dollar bills. “Hurry back. I'm starved.”
“Jack ...”
“Extra cheese, Daniel. Two six-packs. Don't forget.
And ... uh ... you know, why don't we just have it delivered?”
“Jack, you're nuts!”
“Yeah, I am. Come back inside, Danny. Please.”
~Why should I? Look at him. Something's happened.
He's different, but maybe it's just part of the game. I don't
want to be hurt anymore.~
“Daniel ... please.” Daniel shut off the ignition and followed
Jack back inside. The older man waited for Daniel to walk in
before closing the door behind him. “Danny, I'm sorry.”
Daniel turned around, still very confused and on guard. He was
self-hugging, causing Jack to wince at the realization of how much his
recent behavior had hurt Daniel.
“Jack, what's wrong?”
“I've been a little ... distracted. Let's have that pizza, okay?”
“I thought you said you'd eaten.”
“Daniel, a man can never have too much pizza. Mmm-mmm good.”
“That's soup,” Daniel said with a small smile.
“It's applies to pizza, too. You call. I'm going to wash
up, okay?”
“Okay.”
====
The two men enjoyed their pizza with the sounds of screaming fans and
hockey pucks gliding across the ice in the background. They
talked shop for a while and then let the conversation drift to an
article on Egyptology Daniel had read recently. Jack talked about
the latest fighter jet the Air Force was testing out, too.
Close to midnight, they returned to the roof deck to relax and enjoy
the chill of the night.
“Whose idea was it to come up here?” Daniel asked, his teeth chattering.
“Wanna go back down?”
“No, cold is good ... sometimes.”
“Just sometimes. I've had some non-cool cold experiences,” Jack
teased. He took a swig of his beer and leaned forward in the
chair he was sitting in. It had been pushed back to sit near the
wall of the house. “Danny, I, uh, if you tell anyone what I'm
about to tell you, I'll kill you.”
Facing Jack as he sat on the deck near the railing, Daniel wondered if
Jack was serious, until he saw the smile that finally appeared on his
friend's face.
“You look nervous, Jack.”
“Me? Imagine that.” He took another drink from the beer
bottle. “I was jealous.”
“What?”
“Look, Daniel, believe it or not, in some ways, we are alike. My
life changed when ... when Charlie died. Maybe it didn't really
change. Maybe it just became easier to hide.” Jack stared
off into the dark of the night, not really focused on anything.
“I haven't let anyone in, in a very long time, but then this ... geek
walked into my life, and I got sort of used to the pizza and
hockey. I guess when it stopped I ...”
Daniel stared at his friend in utter disbelief.
“You were jealous of Sam? I mean, of my ... Jack, I was with
Cassie, not Sam. I mean, Sam was there sometimes, but not all the
time, and, even when she was, she was with Janet more than me. I
was spending time with Cassie.”
“I know. It's stupid,” Jack snorted, very nervous. He could
feel the palms of his hands moistening. “I was wrong.”
“Wow,” Daniel said, not knowing what else to say. He took a sip
of beer and repeated, “Wow.”
“Don't let it go to your head.”
“I won't.”
“How is Cass?”
“A lot better now, I think. She loves that you've gone by her
school so much. That's helped her a lot.”
“So ... when she smiles now, is it real?”
“I think so. I tried to tell her that she doesn't have to smile
in front of us if she doesn't feel like it. I ... I learned that
from you, Jack, that it's okay to be yourself.”
Jack sat up a little straighter.
“My friend, I think you still have a long way to go.”
Daniel smiled, “Probably, but ... I wouldn't have been able to say what
I've said to Cassie if you hadn't ... I mean this ... and, uh, pizza
and hockey ... all of it.”
“I'm sorry, Daniel. I was an idiot. I've missed this.
I ... I've missed you. I hope you can forgive me.” Jack saw
Daniel turning red from embarrassment. He smiled, and added one
more thing. “And I even missed your prattling.”
“I do not prattle.”
“Yes, you do.”
“Do not.”
“Champion prattler.”
Daniel laughed, then said, “I missed you, Jack; that's really not easy
for me to say, but, I just felt Cassie needed someone right now.”
“You put her needs ahead of your own.”
“I ... I don't know.”
“I know, and I should have known all along. Okay, I owe you one
hassle-free briefing. You prattle; I'll listen.”
Daniel laughed, and then both took a drink of their beer. They
joked for a while about other things, and then for a while, they simply
enjoyed the night.
“We missed the concert,” Daniel sighed.
“The good thing about concerts, Danny, is that there's always another
one. Maybe it won't be exactly the same, but hopefully, it'll be
better, in its own way.”
“Like ... like us?”
“Better and better, Danny. Maybe ... maybe that's what friendship
is about; growing and changing together, even when we, when I, make
huge mistakes.”
“Better and better, Jack. That's, uh, a pretty insightful comment
from the man who doesn't like to talk much.”
“Only seems to happen when you're around. Better have the Doc
check you out.”
“What?” Daniel asked, not following Jack's logic at all.
“You might have some contagious blabber disease.”
Daniel rolled his eyes, but both laughed, and again, they relaxed into
a comfortable silence, just enjoying being together.
Eventually, Daniel leaned back against the railing, his feet stretched
out in front of him. Jack still sat on his chair, but he pulled
the other chair up and put his feet on it, crossing one over the
other. It was a little after 1 a.m. when Jack sighed.
~I love you, Danny. I wish ...~ He sighed again. More
than anything, Jack wanted the man he loved to be happy. He knew
Daniel loved Sha're, but that future was uncertain, and he had to admit
the truth -- Daniel would never be his, so Jack looked to what might be
another future for his friend. Besides, Sam was a good
person. “You know, Danny, you and Carter do make a cute couple.”
“You're out of your mind, Jack.”
“Am I? Think about it. You actually understand what each
other is saying.”
Daniel shook his head and responded, “Our expertise is different.
I don't know half of what Sam is talking about when she ... prattles.”
Both chuckled at Daniel's use of the word.
“Have you ever thought about it?” Jack asked tentatively.
“Thought about what?”
“You and Carter.”
“Jack, I'm married, and I won't ever cheat on Sha're, even if ...”
“We'll find her, Danny, I promise.” Jack smiled and nodded at the
younger man; then he continued. “But say Sha're wasn't in the
picture. I mean suppose you'd never met her. Do you think you and
Carter might ever ... ” Jack made a funny face to end his
question. “Do ya?”
“Sam and me? Gawd, I don't know. She's intelligent, pretty,
fun, very compassionate. I don't know. Maybe, but I did go
to Abydos, and I did meet Sha're. She's wonderful, Jack. I
wish you had gotten to know her better.”
“Yeah, me, too.” Another minute or two passed as the two friends
enjoyed their renewed camaraderie. Jack chuckled and said, “I can
just see you and Carter changing diapers.”
“Jaaack! Gawd, she wouldn't even be interested in me. I'm
not her ... type.” ~I'm not anyone's type. Maybe
Sha're. She loves me. She ... was a gift.~
“Not her type? Smart, caring, good conversationalist, cute as a
button ...”
“Jaaaaack!”
Jack panicked, until he thought of an instant out.
“That's what the nurses say.”
“They do not.”
“Oh, yes, they do. They think you're the best thing to come along
since sliced bread.”
“You're exaggerating.”
Jack grew serious, staring at his friend. He shook his head and
spoke sincerely, “No, I'm not. Hey, it's getting late. Why
don't you stay tonight?”
“You sure?”
“Danny ...”
“Just making sure.”
“We'll have waffles for breakfast.”
“You hate waffles.”
“No, I don't.”
They stood and stretched for a moment, and then made their way down the
ladder to the patio deck.
“Wait a second. I'd better put this away.”
Jack moved to where he had dropped the garden hose and picked it
up. He heard Daniel laugh, and asked, “What's so funny?”
“You were pulling weeds at night. Jack, could you even see what
you were touching?”
“Weeds, I hope,” Jack replied, his head down as he gathered up the hose.
Daniel walked by him undetected and stopped near the window where Jack
had stood a minute before. He looked at Jack and suddenly, a
mischievous grin appeared on his face.
“Watering your windows. Pretty silly, Jack.”
“People wash down their windows.”
“With them open?”
Jack's eyes grew wide and he looked at the window he knew he had
applied the water to earlier. It was open about five inches.
“Sweet. Couldn't you have told me?”
“Well, at the time, I didn't really care. I mean, you were being
a jerk.”
“Daniel, do you know what's on the other side of this window?
They'll be ruined, and it's all your fault!”
“Gee, I didn't think. I'm sorry. What did you have there?”
Daniel moved towards the house when suddenly he felt a cold burst of
water make contact with his clothing.
“Newspapers!” Jack answered happily.
“O'Neill, you're dead!”
“Gotta catch me first, Dannyboy!”
It may have been the wee hours of the morning, but in Colorado Springs,
two boys who just happened to be best friends played under the stars
until each was soaked and completely exhausted, lying on their backs
looking up at the stars.
“Danny?”
“Yes, Jack.”
“Welcome home!”
“Thanks. It's, uh, good to be home, but you're doing the laundry.”
“Daniel?”
“Yes, Jack?”
“Not on your life!”
Jack scooted up and ran into the house. Daniel laughed and got up
slowly. He looked around the darkened yard and took a deep breath.
“Home? I don't know what a home is, Jack, but I guess, this is
the closest I've ever come to knowing, and I thank you for that, but
... you're still doing your own laundry!”
Daniel walked inside the house and locked the door. It was now
3:30 a.m., and SG-1 had to report in at nine. He was tired, but
he wasn't sure he could sleep. He wished he could take a shower,
but he didn't want to disturb Jack by walking through the master
bedroom.
He looked around the living room for a couple of minutes, not really
looking at anything, but instead, just taking in the feel of the
house. He had lived there for a few months after he had returned
from Abydos and loved everything about Jack's home.
“It really is a nice house.”
“Why, thank you, Doctor Jackson.”
Daniel turned towards the stairs.
“Gawd, I'm sorry. Did I keep you from going to sleep? I
mean, was I making noise or ... uh, the lights?”
“No, I took a shower. Why don't you take one, and I'll put on the
coffee. We'll play chess.”
Daniel smiled, and Jack's heart zinged. He hadn't been prepared
for the warm expression on the young man's face.
~You definitely need to do that more. Geez, you're beautiful~
“Chess? Don't you want to sleep?”
“Nah. I don't think I can. Go on. I think I may even
have a chocolate bar around here somewhere.”
Daniel smiled again and headed upstairs to take his shower, but he
stopped and looked back at Jack.
“Jack, on Cartago, was there something else going on besides ... Teal'c
and your, uh, being ... well ...”
“Jealous?” Daniel shrugged nervously, and Jack took a deep
breath. “Yeah. I kinda need to talk about that later.
It's been eating away at me.”
Daniel thought for a few moments and said, “It has to do with Teal'c
taking responsibility and wanting to be punished, kinda ...
symbolically.”
“Kinda. I did a lot of things, Danny. I ... I have to keep
those things buried, but I guess it hit home a little. I'm not
good at talking about that, but ...”
“Then we'll talk about it.”
Jack nodded and said, “Tomorrow night, okay? We'll have Chinese.”
Daniel smiled and nodded, “It's a date. I mean, you know.”
He laughed and said, “Be back in a few minutes.”
Jack watched Daniel turn and go upstairs to take his shower. He
shook his head, smiling, and allowed himself a minute to indulge in
thoughts he knew he shouldn't be thinking: thoughts about
touching. No, nothing erotic; just simple touching, holding,
cuddling. The thought was strangely appealing. Jack found
himself with a grin on his face before he was able to reel himself in.
~Whoa, O'Neill. Careful. You are so gone over that
man. You almost blew it these past few weeks, and you had
promised not to. Relax, Jack. Daniel and Carter? Get
a grip. Put on the coffee. Give the boy a Hershey treat,
and ... lose like always at chess. It'll be a great morning.~
Ten minutes later, Daniel returned, and the two friends settled into
their seats, coffee and snacks at their sides.
Daniel grinned.
“What?” Jack asked.
“I have a confession to make.”
“Let me call a priest.”
“Very funny.”
“Okay, Father O'Neill is in. What's your sin?”
“I, uh, opened the window.”
“What?”
“When you were rolling up the hose, I opened the window.”
“Father Jackson?” Jack said with a big grin.
“Uh, yes ... I guess.”
“I know.”
“You did?”
“Special Ops, Daniel.”
The two laughed and continued their game, enjoying it, but enjoying
being together much more than anything else.
“Jack?”
“Yes, Daniel.”
“I lied. I didn't open the window.”
“I know.”
“But you said you knew I opened the window.”
“I lied.”
“Oh.” Daniel made his next move. “Jack?”
“Yes, Daniel.”
“Can we, uh, do one of our four-nighters?”
“You need to ask?”
“I was hoping not.”
“There's a hockey game on Friday.”
“Museum exhibit Saturday.”
“Laundry and chores on Sunday.”
“I'm not doing your laundry.”
“Stubborn.”
“Yes, you are.”
“Daniel?”
“Yes, Jack?”
“It's your move!”
“Checkmate.”
“Daniel?”
“Yes, Jack?”
“Let's play gin!”
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